“All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.”
~ Anatole France
It’s okay, my friend, to be sad and not know why. Things aren’t always what they seem; though quiet on the surface, transformation happens deep within. It could just be that you are grieving the releasing of the part of you that’s been holding you back from receiving the new.
Remember, it’s darkest before the dawn. And, yes, there is always a new dawn.