“For the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: ‘If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?’ And whenever the answer has been ‘No’ for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.”
~ Steve Jobs
Only you can know the honest answer to that question, my friend.
And only you can do anything about it.
Now, in case you have any doubts, please know that you, just like everyone else, deserve to be happy. So start figuring out what will make you happy and move in that direction.