“When anything comes into awareness, it proceeds from the depths to the surface, from seed to plant. What universe is waiting to be born in your heart?”
~ Neil Douglas-Klotz, The Sufi Book of Life
You’ll have to go within, my friend, in a quiet moment, to find the seed waiting to be nurtured. It’s most likely been there for eons, just waiting for the right time and place, the right conditions, to germinate.
If it let’s itself be known to you, that’s your indication that it’s asking for a little loving attention, for the water, sunshine, and grace that will allow and support its growth.
Why hold it back, my friend? It’s your baby.